I also applied for graduate school last week. I also have to register for 2 tests that I need to pass before I finish my 4th class. However I am a little annoyed because it is a test that people who already have their bachelors in education take to receive their license in Oregon or Washington. So that means I need to study really hard. AND the test is expensive to take.. ugh.. Oh well. I'm gonna go to the library to see if they have a study guide book or something.. I need to pass the first time I don't want to spend money retaking a test .
Alright, on to my topic of the day.. I have spent a lot of time trying to think of a title for today, but nothing came to mind. I have however been thinking a lot about what has made me happy in my time out here in Washington and really, they are the simple things.
It has been hard for me to be happy and positive while being out here. Here is where I go on about what makes me unhappy and frustrated: I am not working at a job I love. I don't have the co workers to make friends and my hours are long. Money is always a sore spot as I have a bachelors degree and am working as a teller.. its temporary I have to tell myself. It's also hard to hear about everything that is going on back home and I can't help or be able to join. My grandma was diagnosed with cancer and has had a few issues come up. I so want to be there for my mom (and grandma too) I can tell she is struggling to wrap her mind around everything and me being gone, doesn't help her. I just really want to be there for them...
I also have a lot of friends who have lots going on with new and coming babies, engagements, weddings, growing kids, life and I want to to be able to see them. I miss my friends. It sucks to not be able to see them. Everyone is busy and rarely gets together. But I still miss them. But then I have to take a step back and realize I have a lot of opportunities out here that I need to take advantage of an that they don't get to be a part of it either.. Such is life.. Just gotta remember I can always call them, stalk them on facebook, send texts and emails and snail mail. I love getting mail ;) And its great that when I come back everyone wants to get together and will!
The simple things. I've included a video of Dude and Jersey from Sunday night before we went to the dog park.. My camera work is not the best.. you need to adjust your head :)
They make me laugh..
I also bought the dogs a new toy on Sunday.. It has since been demolished.
So here goes my list:
I love seeing a Mountain everyday.
We are so close to the beach/river
The hikes out here are endless
Tax free shopping in Oregon. (only a 15 minute drive to Target)
The ocean is only a couple hours away
I love that Matt makes the dogs "talk" (or he talks for them) to me when I talk to them
Matt makes excellent dinners
Seeing and hearing the trains go by my house reminds me of being at my greatgrandmas house when I was little
I love my family of Jersey, Dude and Matt.. Rarely is there a dull moment. ( I just caught Dude digging. He was knee deep in dirt.. I should have taken a picture. He is now in time out and Jersey is playing with her toys on the stairs and making a racket)
So what I've figured out is that no matter how upset or sad I get, there are things out here that make me happy. I shouldn't dwell on what I can't do, it should be what I can do and have done..
On a good end note, Matt and I will be home in less than 30 days! AND we have his mom and step dad coming in 10 days! Can't wait for a mini vacation
